I feel scared and insecure help!!?

You seem to feel insecure about yourself. This could be leading to depression. Stop worrying about your external appearance and realise you are as worthy a human as the next person, and that looks arent everything. Some people have inner beauty which is much better. Dont allow others to make you feel low about yourself. When you feel bad, you get depressed and do silly things. Get out in the real world, live, laugh and enjoy yourself! No matter how bad things may seem, there is always someone else in a MUCH worse situation than yourself. Also, remember doctors are not there to judge you, they are there to help you, and if you have problems of physical or mental types, they can guide you in the right direction for help. I have been down that road that you are on and it is a complete waste of time. If you think this is going to get you attention then forget it, as people only warm to people that are happy. No one wants to be around someone thats miserable. Be happy and youll be amazed how differently others see you. It all starts with you! Believe me it will work! O and have a bananana and im not just saying that to be weird, but bananas have tryptophan which converts to seratonin... and that make you really happy ! All the best , and good luck with everything!